Topic · 10 books

Depression and suicide

Books about depression and suicide: living with depression, surviving a suicide attempt, and life after losing someone to suicide. Most are written by people who lived it, and some by clinicians.

This list holds 10 books published between 2020 and 2023, 1 with an audiobook edition. A book is on it only when depression and suicide is a central subject of the book, judged from the book's own description, not when it comes up in passing. The most-rated on Amazon come first.

Books about depression and suicide

Cover of Before I Leave You by Robert Imbeault

Before I Leave You

A Memoir on Suicide, Addiction and Healing

Robert Imbeault · 2020

An unbelievably real and authentic story of pain, growth, and new life. What if you could find happiness after addiction? Imagine the struggle was behind you and you felt grateful for every ounce of joy in your life. What if you KNEW how to be courageous and…

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Cover of From Beat Down to Back Up and Beyond by James Neville-Taylor

From Beat Down to Back Up and Beyond

James Neville-Taylor · 2023

James Neville-Taylor has felt the suffocating darkness that can drive a person to take their own life. After a failed suicide attempt in 2017, he realized his life would have amounted to nothing if it had ended then. So he resolved to change it. From Beat…

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Not Okay? Okay.

Sheridan Taylor · 2022

This is a challenging book. In Not Okay? Okay. combat veteran and suicide survivor Sheridan Taylor chronicles the anguish and rage he experienced in the darkest depths of despair, and he shares the process and triumph of fighting his way out. After a…

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The Bad One

Erin Tyler · 2020

I don't remember the first time I called myself "bad." There was never a time I thought I was good. By 8 I hated my body. By 12 I was eating disordered and by 14 I was depressed. At 20 I nearly drank myself to death. I woke up in a CAT scan covered in vomit…

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Quiet Little Mouse

Mali Ponday · 2021 · Audiobook

She bought a gun, shot my father once in each knee, then shot herself in the head. Mali Ponday learned of the suicide during her senior year of college. Her beautiful, loving, complicated mother died instantly. Her father survived, but Mali’s own spirit had…

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The Happiness Practice

A Guide to What Matters Most

Victor Mena · 2023

Some people say you have to hit rock bottom before you find the will to change. I don’t believe that. There is no rock bottom, no hole to crawl out of. These are just theoretical constructs that stop us in our path and stall our potential. You and I can…

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Letters from the Last Pope

A Journey Home

Phoebe Sisk · 2022

It’s time to talk honestly about mental health. Historically, medical treatment for mental illness has often been harmful, though well-intentioned. Unfortunately, such history is largely ignored. This dynamic, combined with the continuing stigma against…

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The Life Back

Lisa Ann · 2022

This is the story of life after The Life. In December of 2014, Lisa Ann announced her retirement from the adult entertainment industry. She released her first book, The Life, in December of 2015. On New Year’s Eve, she received a phone call threatening her…

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Cover of The Suicide Club by Alexandra Wyman

The Suicide Club

by Alexandra Wyman (Author) Format: Kindle Edition

Alexandra Wyman · 2022

Alexandra Wyman was plunged into grief when her husband died by suicide. The sudden loss of the love of her life left her reeling with unanswered questions. In The Suicide Club: What to Do When Someone You Love Chooses Death, Alexandra explores her journey…

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Cover of Don't F*cking Kill Yourself by Jeff Romig

Don't F*cking Kill Yourself

Jeff Romig · 2021

In February 1996, Jeff Romig's father died by suicide. Until that moment, there was no sign that his father had been contemplating suicide. Steve Romig was always so driven. Hard-working. Successful. No sign of the inner turmoil of anxiety and depression…

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